In one of yesterday's comments it was asked if I have abandoned my "small changes" plan. I won't say I've abandoned the plan, it's more like it came to a screeching halt. This morning I did dishes from Friday morning - don't need to buy any sour cream because I had plenty naturally grown from bowls of cereal gone unattended for days. Nasty.
My apartment is still a giant obstacle course, the vacuum standing where I left it before the weekend, furniture scattered. I have switched from the little changes in my life and have gone to CODE RED, needing to figure out what to do with the lives of my children so they aren't scarred for life. Scary.
I've made several lists of things to do because my head is about to explode with swirling thoughts of this and that. Hopefully I can find all the lists, compile them, and make sense of what I need to do in the days to come.
Off to take the kids to school where they will spend their day hopefully doing more learning than stressing, having fun and not collapsing from the weight of the problems that surround them.