Fit some creative stuff in, he says.
I will try I promise!, I say.
I went to K-Mart and bought hairspray and laundry detergent... does that count? What a gray, gloomy day it is out there. Be creative. Be creative. Be creative. It's hard to be creative when all you feel is two shades of color - gray and darker gray.
It's a difficult, cloudy day inside myself today. I have no explanation, I have no reason, I don't know why the past couple of days have been gloomy. It's just what happens sometimes. I feel like my body is a heavy empty container, and it's all I can do to schlep it around. I'd like to put it away for the day and try it on again tomorrow to see if we have a better fit.
I'm hoping I can get it together and put the pretend happy face on when I get the kids from school in a few minutes. I'm also hoping they can help bring some color into my day.